Sunday, May 10, 2009

Once more into the breach, I guess

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The trouble with a blog is that you often find yourself, not so much with nothing to say as with nothing to say that seems worth saying. Who am I to be telling others how to think about the world? I have enough trouble figuring out what I think myself, without taking on the role of teacher.

If I am to resume posting to this blog, I must find some meaning in it for myself. Writing down my thinking each day helps me know what I really think. Occasionally, I find myself starting to write directly contradictory items. I am sure that I do not always catch these incidents and correct them before they are posted. This is embarrassing, but human.

My worst fear, however, is that I will simply repeat myself, too often having no really new insights into a problem but feeling compelled to say again what I have said before.

I hoped to start more of a conversation, but there have been few comments on my posts. I know this is not because what I say is so insightful and expertly expressed that no one feels the need to add to it. I fear it is because what I say is so obvious to my readers that they don’t want to encourage me. Reality, of course, lies somewhere in between those two extremes.

Despite these fears, I have once again set myself the goal of writing something every night. Only time will tell.
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3 comments:

Carl Williams, Wichita said...

Be encouraged. Your thoughts help me sort through my own thoughts. Not to mention, your sensitivities and moral compass represent a lot more people like yourself than you realize.

You are appreciated ...as are your thoughts.
Carl Williams

RoseBud said...

Happy you have made this decision. I comment, but it is usually to agree. Your writing does help me to think more clearly. Often about things, ideas, solutions I hadn't yet contemplated in depth.

I don't have the discipline to do what you are doing, nor do I have the skills. That is why I read. So I guess you could say I am using you :-0)

Dave said...

Not on topic, but what are your thoughts on being a grossly underpaid staffer while your Republican counterparts were drawing triple digit salaries and 20,000 dollar bonuses to boot?